Friday, February 24, 2006

Walang Pasok

It's kinda selfish actually, to feel utterly joyful about not having classes today when a few thousand people are out there worrying about their lives and the state of our country and everything. And the sadder truth is, I've always been in denial of everything that's going on. I've always been repulsed with politics. I don't care squat about the economy. To me, politics is just a topic for a 5 minute small talk. "Grabe ang mahal ng pagkain. Grabe dati P59 lang ang chicken meal sa KFC, ngayon P78 na!" I can truthfully say that this is because I'm such a freakin' idealist, thinking that the world is still half-populated by saints and I always want to feel safe. And safe for me is going to school and sleep in lectures, or going out for coffee or surfing the net and reading blogs. Med school is like this poor attempt to make amends with the world I've turned my back to. Like, I know you're stuck in this mess of bad politicians and poverty but it's ok because I will serve you some day. Do I really mean what I say? Am I really gonna use my heart and my hands for those who need them the most? Or am I just secretly harboring this desire for comfort and wealth that a surgeon is bound to have? God, I'm such a fake sometimes. I wish I had real principles.Really.

Accckkk!!!! My almost naked picture from the Heat Stroke fashion show is posted in school! Oh my God!!! UE Scandal! Hahahaha those were really good memories. I loved the feeling of being beautiful even for just a couple of hours. Yep I did look good I must admit. Hot actually. Kelangan ko na mag diet ano ba! I need to bring that hot bod back!!!!

70 comments:

Anonymous said...

politics repulses me too. honestly i don't care what those people do, as long as they don't do something that will negatively alter the way i live my life now.

my dad says he can't reconcile my apathy with my dreams of becoming a top journalist. di naman ako apathetic e, sa politics lang ako apathetic. at wala naman akong balak magsulat tungkol sa politics. nakaka-suka kasi =P

Bodge said...

Hay nako Maggots, yun nga e, ang selfish natin because amidst all this madness, all we're essentially thinking about is our selves. Na guluhin na nila lahat wag lang yung mga masasarap na buhay natin.

As if there's anything we can do about it anyways:P

Peej Bernardo said...

Bodge, there's a text joke going around which I think fairly captures the absurdity:

Reactions upon learning of the alleged coup last 24 February:

UNITED STATES: "We stand behind President Arroyo and her plans of economic reform."

AUSTRAILIA: "We are willing to send troops to aid in stabilizing the government."

PHILIPPINES: "May pasok ba?"

Hehe.

Ingat.

peej b.

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